Thursday, January 26, 2012

Keep smiling...I love it..!! :)


I don’t understand this thing y I don’t tell her, she iz the only 1…. Ohh common no one gets this chance, A chance to see my darling yearing for me… The way she years for me, the way she worries about me…the way I lie for her…its soooo gooood..!!! May be she likes when I pluck hair for her sake, its good.. When I talk of her….When I think of her..When I go mad about her,, its gooood....When she bite nails looking for me..I m so mad about you..   

My expctation is that she’ll sleep on the bed of flowers in deep sea.. On seeing a girl,, I thought it waz you.. but after knowing it waznt you,, I left dejected.. Has she ever given a thought , she could be near to me only..? I think of her, I dream of her… I want to spend my life with her..
O candy doll..Never stop me from holding your hand..O branch of snow flowers….Never stop me from touching you—If you order me not to touch you or come closer.. what would happen to me..?? O damsel..!!! I waz born for uu.. If I don’t get you, my life iz waste..When I touched a flower, It scolded me saying… that you are tender flower and guided me to you..You replied so beutifully…Never come after me..this flower iz full of thorns..touch me and you will cry in pain..!! When I touched a creeper, it scolded me saying..that you are the lightning and guided me to you….u again said, With lightning comes thunder, with thunder comes floods.. later its flood like you.. I’ll consider the floods as a boon.. I’ll even drown myself to unite with you..
The air touched you so did the land..Is it wrong for me to touch you..?? U cutely asked, I breathed air..I walked on land.. tell me what so special about you..?? The light touched you, so did the rain drop..Why is this indifference with me..?? U are awsome with this 1, the light showed me the path of hope.. the rain drop quenched my thirst…how could you be compared with them..?? I wanna say B’full--- They will be with you untill you are alive.. I’ll be with you even when you die..this life…that life…lets say agle janam,,I know you r bookkeedddd….but you knw how much I wish youuuu….!! Smile sweeeeeet heart.. 

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

I am me..really....????


I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because I alone chose it -- I own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with all my parts. I know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know -- but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. If later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say, and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Life iz really eazzzy, let ur heart take control..!!



One of the things that I strongly believe is, in order to understand the world better I must first understand myself. There are a lot of times when I have questioned myself as to why I am certain things and why I am not doing others. It is easy for me to ignore all these and just shrug my shoulders and say “this is what I am” - an unstable brat who does not know what he is doing. 
The fact is whatever I have done so far is not out of instinct or out of arrogance (whatever you want to call it). Anything I have done is only after thinking about it and only, I repeat, only when my heart says yes to it.
Human mind is like a monkey,,ok lets say langoor. It can jump anytime, anywhere without any control. That’s why I do not trust my mind and instead trust what my heart says . It might sound a bit strange, but the fact is the shortest way to happiness is doing what your heart wants you to do rather than allowing the mind.
On the other hand, leading from your heart will make your life more peaceful and fulfilling. Generally speaking, it is the superior choice for your personal life if things like peace, purpose, fulfillment, and inspiration are important to you. Money is required to lead a life. But so far I have never run behind it nor allowed it take “control” of my life. What I have is sufficient for my life style lets say it “auto hi sahi”. Once I let my mind take control, sadly everything else takes a back seat - relationships, health, social life. Migraine.. etc.. etc… I get turned into a machine out to achieve a certain goal and it means losing a lot of other things. In my quest to earn more and more, I would simply forget to live and repent for it at a later point in life when it is of no use trying to live again. I dnt want 2 do that…!!! 
The great thing about listening to my heart is I never have to fight my emotions..smtimes it is eazyy. Instead I embrace the very emotions that define me as an individual. If something feels right, I go ahead and do it else I do not . In this way, there is no second thought on what I have done is right or wrong, simply because my heart knows what is right for me in any moment based on my emotional needs, body needs etc… Ofcourse, this means I live a simple life where happiness, peace and love means a lot to me than money. If you have not figured it out, I listen to my heart . 
Ofcourse there are times when the heart is wrong and the mind is right. But ultimately it all boils down to one single thing - when to listen to the heart and when to listen to the mind. Once you figure this out, life will be very simple nd eazzzyy… take it eazzyyy….!!!! :) :) :)

Love-more-eazily

and still the same


Money doesnt make a person rich, wat makes a person richer or poorer are da kind of people they hav in their lives...n m proud to say m da richest person on the earth coz I have got frndz and relatives…yeah I do have.... I knw a person since past few mnths nd I spend wid…. just turnd ma lyf upsid down completely...although we are strangers to each other at some tym... but the comfort I hv wid.. iz lyk as if we knew each other for so long.... helpd me alot to get out of da thingz so easily.... just dun hav words to thank for all that dun 4 me...luv ya dear...i hope we ll alwaz share the same bond frnship forevar no matter how far we go in our lives.... ull alwaz b in ma heart as memories...as…~~~…!!!!


When a Girl iz going 2 marry sm1 else

A girl iz going to marry smone else & trying 2 forget her love whom actually she dzn't love....!!!Now she will try to forget Him..----...????? The Boy expresses hiz love..emotions...!!! :'-( 

**** I know how much u love me.. I know how much u hate me..like u lvvv me...!!! I know, I'll never come in ur lyf but I knw hw much I luvv uuuu.. :-) I know u r weeping ;( ;( ;( I knw u'll try 2 b happy in ur lyf as alwyz u did in ur way..!! smart enough 2 hide ur actual emotions.. I know this iz GOD's decision that I'll never come in ur life again as I expected.. :( But I m happy that u'll b happy in ur lyf.. I knw nd I wish u'll b happy.. :) U knw I'll also try 2 b happy but u dn't knw how I'll manage..!!! I knw watever the decision will be,, iz good O_o Hah...!! I knw I never understood ur feeling, ur emotions,,,, nt even U, but one thing I know how much I love uu.. I knw u r upset now...may b u r thinking abt me....thts fr sure...!!! U r angry nd now decided not 2 forgive me ever.. as I will not.. :'( Poor me...
I know u'll never forget me as I... U'll remember me throughout ur life as I but one thing u don't know that,,, how much I love uuu... :-( Pooor me.. :(